February 2011
its no use
I want you to intoxicate me with your presence until i cant even think straight.my head is filled with i wonder how your doings? or if you think about me even a little bit
ugh suddenly you crossed my mind and i miss you so fuckng much. I cant wait to go to college and go to europe. so i can be better distracted
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I feel like asking him if he loves me. how much do i matter, compared to everyone else.
highs and lows
My highs have been really high and my lows are at its lowest.
My boss is corrupt telling me i should only work 6 days instead of 7!no one understands how much i need money.I cant wait for summer when everything goes they way i have it planned in my head. I cant wait for the adventures im going to have, the people i am going to meet with and the experiences i am going to gain.
my bestfriends...
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Feelings
I always felt if i tried really hard and i worked hard and i did well, helped others, good things would happen.FALSE lies. I wish i was just some spoiled bitch and got everything handed to her and would stop feeling so guilty about everything.The one thing i have wanted for years that was so close just vanished after a 3 minute convo.I keep thinking why me?! and for all those of you who are like...
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