My life has just done a 360 and now it’s hitting me. It’s like this is my life now in college. I’m not complaining, i love it so much. It’s so refreshing and it’s everything I wanted it to be and a little bit more.I am some what homesick. I miss my little sister a lot and my best friends.I miss smoking a lot of weed and cigarettes  and having my co workers at my job to just talk.In college I’m trying to cut down on smoking cigarettes ( money wise, I dont care about the after affects) so i just stopped. Cold turkey. Now every time i stressed out I can’t get rid of it. Im also trying to get rid of my ex permanently . It’s really hard but it’s stupid to think he can tag along in college till i find someone worth replacing. I keep flip flopping back and forth.So those are the biggest adjustments. fuck 5 pg papers I can deal with that and waking up early and suffering to a math class i dont even understand.Doing this many changes in my life makes me want to rearrange my room and  it also makes me feel invincible. corny i know but it’s the perfect way to describe it. Im losing alot of followers lately i assume it’s because i keep putting up lil blogs like this.but ohwell I ain’t even mad 8]. My tumblr is me raw and natural so if i want to ramble, I will ramble on.

Off to study italian for my quiz today !!!