This guy I’m talking to must seriously like me. I spent a good amount of the time with him smoking and hanging out . I haven’t been able to eat well recently so I haven’t been able to hold down food. Spent a good chunk of the time shaking& puking like every 2 seconds. Ironically I’m like cuddling up to him since I’m so out if it and he is totally into it . I was really shocked he didn’t leave instantly , Made me laugh because I’m like mortified n disgusted & he’s just like there there.
He’s definitely a keeper, If he still likes me after this
Why does tumblr keep changing ? This new thing with the tags is annoying as fuck , the u , the overall new layout.
it’s annoying me so much -_-
I’m still gonna be on here tho
I think I did something really reckless and not well thought out.
I have this gnawing sensation of guilt getting to me where I’m pretty sure I did something wrong.
I thought it was right at first but the more time passes the more i think i made a terrible mistake
I’m hoping it’s gone soon
so we all have these things we regret.
mine is dancing with some fugly ass guy like i know i should be like oh personality, but 1 personality is horrible and 2 he got a face that looks like it got slapped with a shovel. yes thats really mean but fuck that.
first week of school first party ive ever been to freshman year , i sipped on some jungle juice and shit was strong. I start dancing with guys and then i meet him . kenny , kenny looks super attractive to me who is like super intoxicated and has had like 5 cups we talk he takes my number and we talk (keep in mind , i had beer goggles on and i dont remember giving him my number ) so he texts me and is all like I can’t wait to see you and i want you to be my gf and your so beautiful. then asking where im at & whom im with? I didnt even have a sober conversation with him and im just like nah this isnt working i have to cut your ass off.
I finally see him and he recognizes me and pretends he doesnt know me , 6 different times four semesters later!!! still acting like he doesnt know me, I KNOW you KNOW me. stop acting like you dont know who i am to keep getting chances.
NO your shitty personality is not okay & neither is that face
I’ve never been mean to him or said anything rude but im totally just want him to either stop approaching me or just take it for what it is.NOTHING
this post may make me seem very superficial and mean
but no fucks given this is my blogggg!!!!!